since the accident of 2005 i've been having dreams
deams that feel real
i can touch i can feel pain ect.
in these dreams there have been signs of mysterious things

the first three of the dreams involve a crystal
in the first im standing infront of a mirror and the mirror me is holding this crystal, i am not, the mirror me speaks , my lips do not move
i have asked my self what am i trying to say yet nither one can hear nor speak to each other

the second is im in a room of darkness and thecrystal is the only sorce of light,

the third and the most mysterious of the three in my opinion
i chase after the crystal in a hallway and everytime im close enough to grab it it gets faster...

the most recent time i've had these dreams is a tenday ago
yet its bothering me that i do not know the meaning of these crystal dreams
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the second set of dreams involve real pain
i dream of a war
a war with humans angels demons, and other creatures
i am fighting and in the middle of a attack im am stabbed in the back i can see the blade its runs right through me , and i see the blood dripping
i feel it i feel the pain its not imaginary
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the third set includes weapons,
they came to me, they had voices and names, eyes, they spoke to me in my mind,
they told me i am to fight in a war (the one in my dream perhaps?)
and i am to be a great leader...
that mourning when i woke up i wighed my self like i always did and i was 33 pounds lighter, 234 to 201 i had more engery and i took a drastic life change i desided to work out more and i have since i last weighed my self i was 160 no musles just lost body fat, im hoping by the end of next year i will have abs and stuff...

Hail enki